The Instrument We Tune
On deep sleep, sunlight, the inner instrument, and attuning to what is already abundant.
🌕 FULL MOON IN TAURUS | OCTOBER 26, 2026
The Full Moon has arrived in Taurus, the earth sign, asking us to come down out of our heads and into the body. Taurus is earthy, slow. It knows that what is nourished patiently is what lasts.
I just returned from three nights in Baja with my longtime friend and fellow Sri Vidya teacher Jillian Glikbarg. I slept eight, sometimes nine hours a night, which I had not done in longer than I’d like to admit. I read books that had nothing to do with my work. I floated in the pool, sun on my face and weightless in my body. We chanted together in the mornings, slowly, singing to the forces of nature. We ate local food prepared with love, we wandered along hidden beaches, and we laughed. A lot.
On the first morning I noticed how much of my attention had been scattering across six open tabs in my head. By the second day it had gathered back into one place, enough to hear birds, to savor the taste of my coffee, to feel the difference between tired and empty.
In the Sri Vidya tradition, consciousness is understood as eternal and self-existent, the ground of everything manifest. It is present in every plant, animal, and person, and no single life holds it. The mind is not conscious by itself. It is the instrument consciousness uses to meet the world. Because it sits so close to consciousness, it picks up awareness, and that closeness is where our sense of being someone comes from.
The word for this in Sanskrit is antaḥkaraṇa, the inner instrument. It has four functions. Buddhi is the intellect, the inner witness that discerns and offers moral guidance. Manas is the lower mind, the everyday thinker that senses and wonders. Citta is the storehouse of memory, holding everything we have ever taken in. And asmitā is the “I am”-ness, the sense of being the one who experiences. (Some teachers name the ego as ahaṃkāra, which means “the maker of I.”)
Most of the year I ask this instrument to do too much at once, and asmitā carries the heaviest load, keeping score of what I have done and what I have not. In Baja it loosened its grip. I did nothing to make that happen. The natural world did what it has always done, and the instrument found its way back to the rhythms it was made for.
This is what I mean by attunement:
the instrument listening to the living world, its rhythms, its sounds, the light moving across a floor, the taste of something grown nearby, the smell after rain.
Sri Sukta is a prayer of exactly this kind. It attunes us to the abundance already moving through the earth, the water, and the sun, and it invites us to notice that abundance before we start reaching for more.
A mantra, a verse, a breath, a sound bath: each one refines the instrument so it can hear inward as clearly as it hears outward. Listening inward is how we learn what we need. Resourcing is what we do with the answer. Without the refinement, the answer arrives as noise.
This is the season when many of us look for a container to listen inward before the year closes. If you have been feeling the call to resource yourself before the busyness of winter, this is your invitation. We will steep ourselves in the mantras and mindset of Sri Sukta and spend our days learning to hear what the instrument within us needs.
🌕 PRACTICE FOR THE FULL MOON:
Chant three breaths. Sit with a hand on your heart and one on your belly and chant Ā on each exhale. Feel where the sound lands in your body.
Listen for the resonance. When the sound fades, stay with the silence it leaves behind. Notice whether it feels full, thin, or restless.
Let the world speak first. Step outside, or open a window, and let one sound from the living world reach you before any thought does.
Ask without pressing. Turn inward and let one question come up on its own. Don’t reach for an answer. Let it arrive.
Honor the reply. Whatever comes, however small, give it one concrete act before the day ends.
🌱 THIS FULL MOON ASKS:
Where did the silence feel fullest today?
What did the living world tell me before my own thoughts could?
With you in the fullness,
Stephanie Chee Barea
Sacred Sound Teacher | Mantra Practitioner | Spiritual Guide
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